Watching...

The A-list Dallas Reunion!!
Wendy Williams is hosting so you know youre gonna get all of the drama!!
Sooo spicy!!
The gays + Ashley the fag hag really give it to you 100% unadulterated
So funny to see all of the drama
Hookups + Breakups + Makeups + B.S.!!!
Fantastic..better than the New York version
Whoever thought of Gay+Texas ??? = Genius!!!

"God Bless this Margarita"

*NEW* Video

New Rant!

This pretty much sums it up..

I am who I am

New Ranting Video Up!!!

Honestly

an exhausting day all ready and it isnt even over yet...

I need to chill seriously, I just ran around doing a bunch

I've still got to apply for more jobs, clean, and finish up some music I've been working on

Gonna meditate, relax, replenish and rest back up before I start job hunting again!

Speaking of chill...check out this little melody

My Addiction

to the Real Housewives of Atlanta is Ab nutty!!
I seriously like shut everyone out when it comes on!
I found a great Channel for finding free streaming, these reality TV heads really stay on the hunt for good links & also work hard to make their own videos of the episode for us to enjoy!!
How sweet!
Thank you digital world
Others helping others get fed their trash TV
They usually pop within a few hours of the original airing
Even Video Cam quality... Whatever..
I just love the show!
Newest episode called : New Tricks.

Hair..

If your hair is dry and breaking off...seriously go get a Brazilian Keratin Treatment..
It's soo good for your hair and instantly repairs it..
I've gotten 3 so far and I love it..2 months later..theres still a huge difference in my hair so soft and stick straight..
I want another one so badly...I dream of it..
If I had a car I would so drive down there just to get it done..
It's really worth the $300 price tag.. for real your hair will just become super strong and elastic..
I love a good protein infusion

Been...

Eating more of my boyfriends Afghani food..
This shit can't be healthy!
It's smothered in oil!
My favorite is the Egg plant..not gonna lie...
Hmmm dating a very cultural and exotic man..
Quite interesting,..
SO many cultural norms to get accustomed to..
Apparently I'm not a cultural norm..lol
Black...Non religious..Pro Gay!
My bf always comes back from home smelling spicy..
Our blankets smelled spicy when he first put them on our bed...

Shh! But I kinda like stripper wear...

and mesh...so cute...maybe for a rave or for a super wild night..

I love listening to Dubstep...

I know it sounds cheesy but the low bass just vibrates through my body and I just feel so free and loose...it's amazing for getting in touch with yourself

If you really tune in and listen to what the music is doing and pay attention to each layer of sound...you will produce this euphoric feeling..maybe that's why E-Tards are so geeked off of it..

Apps...

Free Apps are like free drugs...

Seriously so addicting to just sit and download..

Windows phone app hunter...they dont have that many at all...

Shazaam.

Dictionary 

Voice Recording

Beyond Belief ABH Oil Free Moisturizer.

This moisturizer is amazing! 

Dont pump to hard because a little bit goes a long way!

I picked it up from Sally's.

My skin feels so moisturized yet not greasy at all.

Alpha Beta Hydroxy Acids work to regenerate skin.

This moisturizer also helps control oil and I can really see the difference in my skin.

This is definitely a permanent in my new regimen.

Hair thought...

I've really messed up my hair by not trimming it.

It wasnt the typical breakage or dryness issue..

It was a case of the split ends splitting all the way to the root...

I guess I just wasnt conscious enough of it or just kept putting it off but now I have a bunch of hairs on my head that are literally a centimeter long..

Sucks!

To remedy this I've just been massaging my scalp quite often and using leave in treatments & hair masks.

My hair is starting to get softer and less tangled.

I wanna make sure I take care of the hair I do have!

I braid it in two french braids everyday and this seems to be working the best..

To make it grow faster, I'm going to start taking Biotin vitamins ...

Hmm..I just know one day I'm gonna wake up and it will all be grown back!

Hopefully!!

Always remember to trim your ends!

Favorite Rachel Zoe Quotes...

"Just throw me in my coffin now with those earrings on."

"I literally felt vomit coming up"

"BANANAS"

"You will literally wear this for the rest of your life"

"I die"

"I feel it in my eyes that I've come undone"

                                   "I'm having a f**king Chanel heart attack right now."

"I think every woman should have leopard, but not every woman will wear leopard. You have to have courage to wear leopard." 

"You realize that this has become, like, Cameron Diaz's, like, Oscar dress. It wakes me up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat." 

Hahahah...her phrases are so Coinable!

Urban Outfitters Nail Polish.

I love this nail polish! It's soo amazing!

Theres no ghetto streaking and it looks really gloss & shiny.

It's about $6.00, a bit steep for people used to paying drugstore prices, but worth it!

Brazilian Tech Leave-In Treatment

So.....I just Picked up this product yesterday at Sally's and already my hair feels so much stronger and moisturized.

When you spray the product it doesnt come out in liquid form, you will see how thick the consistency is which you know is great for repairing the cuticle and adding moisture.

Truths :

This product restores elasticity and strength.

Makes it easier to comb through and detangles just like the description says.

Helps protect & restore color treated /Chemically treated hair.

"One 'N Only Brazilian Tech Leave-In Treatment is a lightweight, leave-in keratin spray that provides strength and smoothness to the hair shaft, helping to repair damage to the cuticle. Enhances texture and adds body to the hair. Detangles, controls frizz and conditions. Provides thermal protection and delivers and overall healthy look ad feel to the hair."

My hair is drinking this up!

I love the way it smells and I love the way my hair feels. My split ends are so soft and smoothed out, I cant stop touching and applying the product.

I'm gonna do an update in a week to tell you about how the product is affecting my hair longer term!

Jamss

Yesterday

Was my birthday so thats why I didnt blog...it's pretty much lasting until friday so....

Watching the Rachel Zoe Project....

I'm Addicted to Rachel, her style, her show, her work ethic!

She's Everything! 

I also love the drama that goes on between her employees, she is admittedly passive aggressive yet shit always seems to work out in the end. 

It's funny to think that her clients just walk in, try on dresses, then leave, then dress and go for the event.

 I wonder if one of them has ever watched the show gobsmacked like, really? These people went through ALL of this mess for a fucking dress and a bracelet!?? The clothes are to die for as well! I would kill to have a body or a wallet that could accommodate those pieces. 

It's inspiring to see artists at work!

Nuts... I love love it.

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Here are some pictures of Rachel, her husband, her clients and her team.

I'd be eternally disgusted if this happened to me..

Long Story Short: Rossie asked her boyfriend to tattoo a scene from Narnia on her back, he obliged his cheating lover by tattoo of a steaming pile of shit adorned with flies buzzing about for added effect.

Rossie attempted to sue yet she signed a consent form stating that the tattoo was at the artists discretion...

Rossie is firing back with the claim that she was under the influence when signing the contract..

Who's to say if this excuse will get her her 100k...either way she'll have a steaming pile of shit on her back throughout it all...and I know it's gonna hurt like a bitch getting it removed!

Sucks!

I guess the moral of the story is...

Dont fuck people over! They'll fuck you right back and probably not in a pleasurable way!

I'm sooo cold!

I miss uggs!

I miss having big blocks on my feet that went with just about any outfit and always kept me warm..

I got a pair one year for christmas from my mom and I loved them! 

They started ripping my freshman year at college because I was in the woods hiking around with them..

Hmm

I guess I'll learn to live with my popsicle toes for now...

And now a slightly weird....montage of feet and other miscellaneous items....hahah the point is, that the song "Popsicle Toes" is playing, try not to mind the video too much lol

Relax your mind..

Whenever things start to get rough, reach within yourself and gather the strength to carry on. 

There are so many videos on YouTube that help your brain calm down and chill...

Listen! It really helps. When there is no one there, support yourself.

Kelis on being an artist..

“To me the best artists are the people we believe, and so I think those are not the pop stars. Those are usually the ones that, you know, are not always perfect. That’s the difference between being a pop star and being an artist. I think the word artist — I say this all the time — gets thrown around so lightly. It’s like the word love. You can’t put the two [together], they’re not the same. I think neither one is right or wrong, but I want to be in a group of believers. I want people to believe me because that’s what art’s about. It’s about someone finding a connection in who you are. Seeing [themselves] in it. Or wanting to see [themselves] in it.”

“Honestly my advice to new artists is always, ‘If you can do something else, you should.’ Because I think that what makes artists great is that they literally can’t do anything else. You think about all the people that you’ve loved in the past or all the artists or musicians or painters or whatever. They do it because if you don’t get it out, it becomes something negative, it becomes something too much, it’s overwhelming. I think if you’re wanting to be an artist because you want to be…you probably shouldn’t do it. You should do something else. It’s easier.”

I totally agree with this, everyone I meet is trying to be a rapper or a singer...like theres no way that all of these people have the innate ability to be a true artist....

Keith and The Girl

My favorite online blog! I have been listening to them for about 4 years now and I can honestly say that when I'm feeling down turning on the podcast brightens my day. KATG blends comedy with personal discussions on their views of religion, sex, and social relations. This format not only offers the listener great insight into the comedy scene of New York during various interviews with emerging comedians, but also gives you a look into the lives of the hosts Chemda, Keith and their staff. Amazing show! Super funny and enlightening.

Many dedicated fans have gotten tattoos to express their love of KATG!!

Kyle Rutkin.

"A novel about doing crazy shit for the person you love."

By: Kyle Rutkin, the author

of “This is Your Heart in Love”

Available now at AMAZON!

I've decided..

Im gonna start posting lil a cappella videos of my singing.

This is something that takes a lot of courage since I am leaving myself open to public criticism but who doesnt get talked shit on in their everyday life anyway? SO fuck it

Update: I'm actually gonna wait a couple of weeks, I dont wanna pop up online looking busted.

My Favorite Vlog..

These guys are fiery and amazing. They talk Entertainment. They keep it real.

Insomnia..

I wake up every morning at 5am..

So wack..

It started at home when I was younger..

My mom used to get up and wake me up this early when I was younger and ever since I've had this problem...

Whatever, at least the new Love and Hip Hop is out..

So addicted to this show..

I've never grown up around super urban people so it's interesting to watch lol

Love & Hip Hop Season 2 Episode 4
Spoiler: OMG! KimBellas hair caught on fire! I feel so bad for her! I want good things to happen for her on the show for once!

I love the way Kanye Dresses.....